I haven't looked at this blog in months but I opened it this morning. My last few posts are quite depressing. I'm sorry you had to read it. But I just want you to know that things are better now. I thought I wasn't going to get through anything, but I did.
I always do.
Things got really bad last year. I couldn't eat and I lost 30 pounds. It was hard for me to breathe. I passed out a lot. I couldn't function. My body was failing and my mind was going insane.
But then the doctors figured it out.
They had me taking two medicines together that were reacting. It was killing me slowly.
So I stopped taking them.
And I got better.
I could breathe again. And my mind became less insane. I will always be somewhat insane, but that's okay. It makes life more exciting.
Also, I got married.
I married the boy I wrote about.
And I may be crazy, but I'm happy.
